im going home atlast

Well Ljbw followers,
im going on a trip to michigan Tuesday and looking for a new home to move back to as soon as possible I will be away from my kids and hubby for a whole week while i search for home sweet home and put a bid on one hopefully so we can blow this popcicle stand Of a state I need my Lpa family and my dad i know im only 27 but hey im a daddys girl and a year gone from michigan may not seem to long to some of you but to me thats a year that i couldn't forgive my self if anything happend to my dad thankfully he is well but i just feel better knoing we are closer then 600 miles apart if anything did happen. However i now kinda know what Kate Gosselin felt like going on business trips and worring about the household you just cant help it its a mothers role and a good wife right? or is it over protective i know Jon will do fine. i just know us woman are so much better at multi-tasking its in our nature. So Wish me Luck im taking a trip on a plane for the 1st time as an adult and im scared to death of the whole flying thing as a child i was on aplane with my gf going to huntsville ala, for space camp when i was in 6th grade and the landing gear wouldn't go down the co pilot had to acctually come out of the cockpit and manually open up the floor boards to hammer at the landing gear to go down and durring this time i over heard the flight attendents talking amongst eachother about a poss belly landing pretty scarry huh I then Immediately starting saying my prayers and boom the pilot got it to go down ty lord, and never been on a plane since that whole ordeal. Need i say more and with all the tragic stuff on the news who wouldn't be scared. But Im just taking it one day at a time and trying to focus on the goal of this trip is to find a home. Now once i get situated back in michigan i have a goal i want to become a better Lpa Mom get more involved and focus on the meaning of a good memeber whatever that may be in the Lpa's standards. So Jaden had Surgey for his mouth because alot were causing pain and with all the antibiotics he had been on as a baby in nicu and peds icu he had devloped What is called Antibiotic Riot on his upper teeth and down here in the south Educate educate educate is all the time the peds dential wanted to do it in the dentist office and i refused that i told him he needs to have it done in a hospital sleeping and i want everything monitored with anathesia and the anesistice to watch vitials and pluse ox monitored at all times because of the problems Little People can face with Anathesia just on simple surgeries. and of corse they all look at me lke im crazy till i finally told the dentist i thik it would be wise to really understand about jaden and other Lp's so he did and thankfully me talking to anathesia when we met in the room before surgery he asked me if i had any ? i politely told him no but however I have a comment Please take care of my baby im putting his life in your hands and i really need you to know that i trust you to care fo him as if he were your own. so im signing off nite